No Answer
My feelings are tricky how I want to feel you at the same beat I'm missing a part of me that has been surgically removed like a tumor letting live live and live feelings that says our souls are meant to be fussing and fighting each other you pulling and I'm yanking thanking that I have a chance to not like you a little while longer the knowledge that you're not there to talk to me until I fall asleep believe in me, hold me so tight that you strangle the life out of the thought of me feeling alone scared afraid of you myself and the thought of feeling cared for
--found on a piece of notebook paper inside a library book